明天考车

心里很担心，很害怕

很多人都看衰我

包括那臭猪头老公

还诅咒我不及格

知道我是多么害怕的吗？

拿这些事来开玩笑

果我真的不及格你就惨

上你还欠我998次“老婆，我爱你”

如果fail了，我应该会哭得很惨吧···

望一切顺利啦···

我不要kopi o licence!!!

看了某个人的blog

标题是怀念

原来很多人都和我一样

怀念以前的他们

以前的aeb有一种家庭的感觉

大家都好像一家人

想念kak lay khoon

想念kak Ai Li

想念abang leong suan

想念casey

还记得以前他载我们出去

还有不时sms

还在电话上教我sejarah

现在都不会再有这种感觉

现在就只有陌生的感觉···

有人说我的思想很单纯

其实好听叫单纯 ，难听叫死蠢

有人说我的见识范围都很健康，没有负面的影响

其实好听叫健康，难听叫孤陋寡闻

有人说我对人太没有心机

其实好听叫没心机 ， 难听叫头脑简单，四肢发达

老婆们都劝我不要把所有的人和事都看得太简单

在现实的社会上，对人必须耍少少的心机

不然吃亏的是自己···

听了会领悟到，可是心里还是不愿意

不是我要把所有的人和事看得那么简单

而是我不想把所有的事看得太复杂

每天活在充满心机的生活里

我不会开心，也会很辛苦···

今天发生了一件事

我都没有告诉老公

不告诉他，不想他不喜欢

可是我放工回家告诉妈咪

妈咪叫我最好和那个学生保持距离

叫我不要理他

我就只好“哦”

而且还好我没有教他

也许可能我是想太多吧~~~

最近时间可以说是比之前过得充实

不会觉得自己在浪费时间

可是

因为这样

搞到自己有点累

下个月好像很多节目

妈咪生日，MANGO 生日，朋友结婚加上要开始上课

等等~~~

一想到就觉得很累...

有点不想上课

毕竟休息了那么久

很舍不得那么休闲没压力的生活

唉...

最近也很想念老公

感觉很久没见到他

虽然前天才见到他

但是

见到他的时间都是如此的短暂...

...想念+爱你...

昨天

你对我说有事会弄到我吃醋

突然間我的脑海一片空白

我害怕...害怕有一天你會離我而去

我還是鎮靜的聽你解釋

结果虽然没令我失望

可是心里還是不舒服

可是我选择相信你

因為我是真的爱你

老公...

猪婆爱你...

SMP...such a rubbish school

today is Hari Anugerah Cemerlang

thn I go back lo...

all the teachers are still the same

when the time I arrive,they say my blouse "ketat" sumore my pants "berjalur" and "ketat"

and say that I'm going to party,not formal attire

SHIT la...

I'm ur ex-student only

sumore I come back bcoz of my money

I didn't wear Jeans and T-shirt...

why tak formal???

blind la...the letter that u sent that day is not written that cannot wear pants yang berjalur la

RUBBISH!!!

they block my way and not allow me to go into the dewan

ask us to wear the pants that they provide for us

haha...nobody wants to wear...

luckily my friend fetch me to her house and change

thn I wear her blouse and pants lo...

Finally,

I just get RM134

so kedekut...

and waste my time !!!

HATE THOSE TEACHERS WHO BLOCKED ME AND THE SCHOOL!!!

working~~~
some of my friends who stop for working still missing their job...their colleague...their office...
thn i'm thinking...if I stopped for working 1 day, how is my feeling going to be?Will I miss them?
maybe...i think,especially F4& F5 students...finally i realise the things that YY told me before she left the company. I have been working here for 4 months , no sadness of course,but dunno y the happiness that i got just like very fake...

MY DEARS...

I Miss u guys...

Hope that u guys are fine and happy right now...

keke...

YY: Take good care of urself...dun let us worry about u...

MANGO : long time no see each other already...how r u?take care r...miss u very much...

ORANGE : Dear , how is ur job ha?still watson or any other place?haha...must be happy o...

I replaced her class today

F4&F5- Account

my first class with them

I love it and enjoyed it...

I hope that my student will understand and enjoy with me also

I hope that I can bring all my knowledge to them and guide them in the right way

Another thing is

I learn a lot of new things today

I'm enjoyed about it...

Thnx for teaching me~~~KLM and ML...